#1 Who Knows

    

    I envy people who know what they want, what they do, what they dream about in the future. from the past till now, I’m still confused about what I have done so far. I always help people, when they need help. But I can't help myself with the problems that come to me. What should I do? What do I want? What I’m dreaming? I still don't know. I am still happy to be one person who can help them. For what I’m still confused? I'm still sad when they tell me about the progress in their lives. How they can do it, while I always surrender and lose hope. In the past, I ignored it. Finally, I felt this was a bad situation. My mind is still everywhere. Sometimes, I feel dizzy thinking about it, ending up crying and making me feel sad. I hope to understand and make peace with myself. Can I become someone proud later?