#1 Who Knows
I envy people who know what they want, what they do, what they dream about in the future. from the past till now, I ’ m still confused about what I have done so far. I always help people, when they need help. But I can't help myself with the problems that come to me. What should I do? What do I want? What I ’ m dreaming? I still don't know. I am still happy to be one person who can help them. For what I ’ m still confused? I'm still sad when they tell me about the progress in their lives. How they can do it, while I always surrender and lose hope. In the past, I ignored it. Finally, I felt this was a bad situation. My mind is still everywhere. Sometimes, I feel dizzy thinking about it, ending up crying and making me feel sad. I hope to understand and make peace with myself. C an I become someone proud later?